Ok, four people will received my drawings for free. The status is the following:

Yoniko - 69% completed

5-Silver-Moon-Tears - 12% completed

Andrewk5phoenix - 25 % completed

Justane - 47% completed

I'm soo sorry it's taking soo long... I'm trying to do a bit of each other everyday, well, it's working. The pics will be colored with pen and pencils.

Kisses and hugs;

Ana

[Listening to Play Dead - H.I.M]

Chapter one: me

.1 Without counting the part about me finding a draw of me and my boyfriend, made by himself, it's a pretty boring day."Oh God if he just knew how much I love him and how much I want to be with him, he wouldn't leave me.." this is my everyday thoughts... He says he'll never leave me, but you know that there's a part of my heart that worries about it, my fear of being alone in the dark of night and in the light of the morning sun.

.2 I wake up every single day thinking in the worst of my life, what could go wrong and if what I'm about to do will hurt someone... Yeah, that's me... me, myself and I that hates happy stuff and loves the good old fashion death books, clothes, movies, etc.. I'm not gothic even if I were I would be a poser..

.3 It's not easy to like me or better, love me, so I'm kind of happy for Andreas to love me, I'd never would have guessed he would love me. He was the boyfriend of one of my best friends...I think she blocked me on msn, yeah, pretty shittie ain't it? But who cares, I love him more than words can explain, more than simple feelings..And as the good girl that I am, I have the dream of getting married with him.

[The music changes...Blind - Placebo]

Chapter two: other stuff

.1 I'm going to travell a lot this year, in 2 or 3 weeks I'm going to Brazil, and in Christmas I'm going to USA, California, visit my cousins and to spend the New Year with them. I love my family, my dogs, my horses even my cars (yeah I'm mentally disturbed), I love everything I have, Andreas mostly hehehe (and yeah I can't get tired of him)..

.2 My favourite object is my pc and my collection of H.I.M cd's (I have them all), without forgetting my phoenix and my horse stuff. I hate old toys and clothes, mostly clothes and objects with pink... I love black, red and white, sometimes gold-yellow, they're my favourite colour's I really love them..Specially black.

I'll come late to post more..

Kisses